Jumping from 150 ft on land i.e., roughly 15-20 stories of a building is 98% fatal. Cutting your wrist is only 6% lethal. I know these numbers because I have spent hours looking them up on the internet.
I hate my life. That should scare me. But it does not, I am too far gone to care.
I did not struggle to be free when you tried to strangle me to death because I no longer care. I have been dead for sometime now, my body just has not caught up with my heart.